yeh dred.. as the title says.. lol
walked in my house friday afternoon, to get ready to go 51, nah

musse bout 6:30 so, muh shirt already iron, is just to shower, and fly down the road.. so i gone to put on some theme music nah.. to hype up the mood

step into muh room to jump on the laptop...... no laptop!!!

look by muh bed for the other one.. it not there...!

start to panic.. nah. nah . yuh eh get jacked, homey..lol spin round.. windows closed.. back door closed.. side door.. wait.. the backdoor SLIGHLY ajar..walk up to it.. the latch broken, and the key is in the 'closed' position, but the bolt is all the way back inside..
sigh..
callin 999.. no answer..

ok.. call aunty brenda.. cuz i mean.. wah i go tell stef, dred..the woman already paranoid.. lol.

aight.. seen.. call aunty brenda.. then call 999.. no answer..
walk up and down the house.. then i see the compaq ( the newer one) in the corner. PHEW.lol
i remember i was usin it in the back room, and i left it on the ironin board..

sigh.. well.. at least THA one safe.. do a quick inventory.. turns out they rolled with my old laptop, my digital camera, two crappy speakers.. a digicel phone i bought the fuckin DAY BEfORE... a 128 meg usb stick.. muh gym bag.. 3 colognes. a pair of socks ,a dvd full of music, some jewellry and a bottle of TEND SKIN..muh tend skin, yuh know.. lol ( so yuh know is a black african star roll with it LOL)
dred, i had a gift , wrapped for someone, that i never delivered..
the fuckers SHRED the wrappin, and the box.. literally TORE the box into little peices
only to find an empty picture frame ( lol. i was on a budget) fuckin animals yes
they opened a johnny walker container, only to see the bottle inside was empty..
the dumb fucks only left with half the cord for the laptops power supply.. ( wait. i hope they doh come back for it..lol) in any event the battery on tha was real poor.. like a hour an half juice.. i hope it fuckin explodes on who buys it
called digicel, to deactivate the phone, nah... the girl deactivate the sim..so i say cool scene.. then , hangin up.. i;m thinkin. wiat. i wanted to deactivate the fone..call back, and the soldier was like. sorry.. since they probaby tossed the sim seein that you deactivate it, yuh cah deactivate the phone..
SIGH..lol
but say what...
i mean. thank god for life, yuh know.
next ting they break in, and i sleepin
and thye kill me, or i walk in on them.. i had a kitchen kife in my bedroom. they coulda draw for it and ress it on muh chess
or moms coulda be here..
anyhow. all that eh play off

but considering that they only check my room, and they eh roll with the dvd player or anything else, i am led to believe that something might have startled them.. perhaps even me comin home..

just when yuh havin a good day, somethin just jumps up and bites you in the ass, dred. lol
i'm still alive.. and materials goods are just that. materials goods..
if someone ask yuh to buy a inspiron 8200, though... do me fave..
fuck his ass up..LOL
peace out
jon

well not yet....


nuttin much teifin muh head today, not in a funny way..

things just mellow fuh d hora, i guess.. cept for exams.. lol

(went to the beach today tho.. was off d CHIZZAIN.. maracas.. i mean.. 8 o clock.. water was clear,calm, coulda see muh foot in the water.. it literally felt like another beach entirely.. was amazin)

nah, been low... school etc..


cept fuh the pothound on campus that had ' DOG' written on the belly..
or d Good Friday Bobolee that was on the lamp post on my street dressed in a overalls... ( which was stolen the day after..lol)



middle of las month, i realised that the blog is a year old..lol..   i hope i eh run out of gas tho..lol..  some things have changed since then.. others came and lost importance.. and even more other still here... 

nah, but it really has been a teifhead, to have you guys reading....  i appreciate it...




as i said.. it's been slow..... i alive though
hopefully, my head will be stolen soon, and i'll organise  the details.. lol

jon

so i was studyin these past couple days in school with this chick i used to work with.. now, she's good lookin ( has a realllllyyy nice rack..lol) and is cool to lime with.. in fact, i used to have a crush on her.. but i got sorta got over it and conversed with her as a regular friend...

until she made a couple comments that turned me off completely..

the first one was when i described the scene that was in my Apr 07th Post ' Catholic Like Me '

.. cuz i saw the girl on campus.. my friend then tells me. 'oh.. that's cuz y'all are catholics... yall can be in bars and thing.. cuz the priest won't tell you anything... a pastor would tell you that's not a place of God and you won't go...'

now i don't recall startin the ' my religion is better than yours ' game... hmmm.. in any event.. judge not lest ye yourself be judged.. i also seem to recall Luke 18:10-14 ( not word for word..lol) the prayer of the Pharisee who went to the front of the synagogue an said aloud ' Thank You lord that i am not a sinner like that tax collecter. I am righteous and good in your eyes'..

and the tax collecter at the back of the synagogue who humbly siad ' forgive me lord, a sinner'..

JC said the prayer of the tax collector was heard...and he was more beloved.. ( or sumthin to that effect ).

but i aint no scholar, or seminarian...

today we waitin on the car park shuttle, and i was tellin her about how about somehting that happened at the church dedication (posted on Apr 11, 'Can i Get some Amens?') .

she was like.. you should go to church more often .. i was like, yeh, i try to go every saturday.. she was like. no.. a real church(like hers).. and i should look for a girl there.. catholics too slack.. i was speechless... i 'llow you on the first comment.. and yuh come back? i then proceeded to tell her being Pentecostal is no saving grace, either, and that the girl who ended my drought was as Pentecostal as they come.. church every sunday, always talkin about the pastor. in fact, used to go around with the pastor son... where did i meet her? in NUTS! .. where did she place my hand on the car ride back home? lol. (apply imagination)... i suppose it was my catholic nature that corrupted her pentecostal values... like a fuckin magnet around the north pole....

sigh.. she shut up with that one..

*sidenote.. i heard she got married the other day...boy,.. if i see that girl.. i dunno what to say, nah..lol.. how i could watch her husband in his eyes.. lol. but i digress....

So it's all about you... the choices you make.. i respect you for yours.. 'llow me for mine.. i mean, i thought it was all about Jesus..

i wish i knew more about my faith to defend though.. i have the book on doctrine somewhere... but tha's just the thing.. nigga,we been around since 33AD..lol..day fireball ONE! Fr G was tellin me a long time ago we can't give people a tract and say ' here..read this'.. catholic dogma exists because in addition to the gospels of the four apostles and the various letters to the early church, a lot of stuff was taught that was not recorded.. I'd like to also find out the real history of the bible.. as in when it was formalised, and the criteria for the new testament.. ( old testament is basically the jewish holy books. talmud , or torah, or both. not sure..)

later on in the night, when we waitin for the shuttle to drop us to curepe, she gets a call on her celly, and for 1 Hr. even up in the shuttle ( when everyone else quiet).. the girl talkin loud loud loud about this friend who gettin married, and how she eh like the man, cuz he wutless.. and i sittin next to her.. if it's ONE thing i hate in the world ( besides call-in programs) is when cell phone users are inconsiderate to others around them. .to be fair to the girl, it was a call from a friend who lived abroad.. but jesus.. you spoke to her for 30 mins previous.. tell her you will call her later! or sumthin.. or if it so important.. wait for a next shuttle.. damn it!!!! yuh didnt have to include everyone in the shuttle in your life..

i doh mean to bitch about it.. but i hate when people have no respect for others.. property, person, or feelings.. perhaps i too thin-skinned..

well, my x rapidly approaching alpha.. i reach the fuckin limit with that girl. that made the epsilon equal to small 'l' , for all variables greater than zero..

fuck me, yes.. too much maths.. gaaah!

anyhow, the rasta maxi driver later stole my head when he stopped and bought a pack of 'big bambu' paper for his empress..lol . man was like. ' boy, i almost forget that woman.. talk woulda NEVA done'..lol

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yuh know ..its a few hours after this post... and i cah sleep.. that still botherin me.. i should get some rest...take things too seriously